If Today Was Your Last Day, What Would You Do?
Inspired by Faith. Motivated by Truth. Challenged by Christ.
I was at a funeral recently for a grandmother who lived a full life. The funeral proceeded in Catholic traditions. Traditionally, a Catholic ceremony consists of a vigil night before with a prayer service. In the Catholic tradition, the vigil includes a prayer for both the deceased and the grieving family. Sometimes a eulogy (tribute) may be read at the vigil instead of at the funeral service. I couldn’t make it to the vigil, so I attended their funeral service at the burial site the next day.
My heart was burdened for the family that had lost their loved one and now faced the challenge of living their lives without her. I prayed for the family and their children from a distance. “God please give them peace that passes all understanding and cover their hearts with your love and security. Please help them and comfort them to persevere through these challenging times.” Time came for friends and family to come up and give their condolences. I gave the two grandchildren, who come to our church, hugs and let them know that I am here for them and to assist in any way possible.
On exiting out, I saw a picture on another grave stone. My body froze and I took another closer look, just to make sure. I took a breather and let out a big sigh of relief. At first glance, the guy in the picture looked just like me and I thought I was looking at myself. Then, I imagined my own face on a grave stone. As the funeral continued, I couldn’t shake the image off my mind. Suddenly, I found myself capsized with a flood of questions: “What if that was my picture? What about my wife? What about Grace, Ashleigh, and Colin? What would ever happen to the ones that I love? If I went to heaven right now, would I have any regrets about anything? If there was something that I could have done differently today, would I have done it?” All these questions and thoughts were going through my mind and I couldn’t shut them down.
I went home right after the funeral. The sun was still out and the temperature was warm. I told the rest of the Choi family to put on their shoes because we’re going to go out for a walk in the park. I put Colin’s bike in the trunk of our 1999 Toyota Camry (my 8 year old’s bike still fit in the trunk), got in the car, and headed to the “duck park” – our kids see so many ducks at this park, so they named it “duck park.” It felt good to spend time together just doing simple things like talking, taking leisurely walks and enjoy each other’s company. I saw a new picture that day: My wife, Jackie, and the girls were walking together while I was trying to catch up to Colin who was racing on his bike. Not being as agile as in my younger days, I couldn’t catch up to Colin, so I decided to throw some snowballs at him instead for fun. At last, I have finally captured the very picture I wanted in my mind; being carefree from the worries and burdens that overwhelm us and be content with the simplicity of life I have with my family. It was at this very moment, I can honestly say I would have no regrets if God were to take me home.
At the funeral, the last question that ran across my mind was, “If today was my last day, what would I do?” As I pondered on this question, I said to myself without much pause, “I would take the family to the duck park and enjoy our walk together.” This is the lasting image I would want in my mind. If I only had one day to live, I would spend my last days with the people that I love, and that is exactly what Jesus did. Then, I began to understand His great love for us: Jesus spent His last days with his disciples and His last day with the world He saved by taking our sins with Him. He even forgave the Roman soldiers who put the nails through His hands, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” ( Luke 23:34 ). What would an Almighty and All-powerful God do on His last day on earth? I believe He would spend His last day walking the park with those He loved. Wow! What an everlasting image! A God who created this beautiful universe is willing to come down and walk along side with you at the duck park. Walking with my family at the park on that one beautiful Saturday afternoon gave me hope of the image that someday, when God calls me and my family to Him in heaven, we will be walking together in eternity with Jesus.
1 John 4:19 (ESV)
We love because he first loved us.
If today was your last day, what would you do? Would you do anything different? Would you be open to making a decision to go to heaven through Jesus Christ? Would you be open to taking a walk with Jesus and allow Him to get to know you on a personal level? All of us go through journey in life and decide who we want into our hearts. It is our choice and it is our heart. God does not want to demand His way into your life. He is gentle and very loving. Maybe, for some of you, you feel like these are the last days of your life and you are already thinking of the end. Would you allow Jesus to walk beside you? All you have to do is open your mind and heart and ask Jesus to come in and allow God to journey with you. He wants to be part of all of your ups and downs of life and give you endurance to go through life and the perseverance to overcome. Life does become easier and the burdens become lighter when we give them all to Jesus ( Matthew 11: 29-30 ). He does understand life here on earth is hard, but the life with Him in eternity is one beautiful walk in the sun. Will you be open to walk with Him?